In The Ends

"We only want to be free. And as funny as it sounds it's all we want. To not have our egos bound with the rays of suns. Because man should be free as falling rain. To find what he loves even if it's pain" - The Growlers

Friday, April 28, 2006

???

What's in a friend?

How do I know someone for nine years....but not even know them?

How is it that I want to beleive everything someone says to me, yet realize in the end that it is a lie....

How is it I lose a friend?


Ever since I've come back to Naperville, I wanted to believe that the friends that were close to me at North were the friends that I could keep for a lifetime.

Not discounting the comments made by Hatfield and Scabs that; "Stop calling them your friends"....but, I do remember the times throughout high school when I wasn't as close of friends to everyone else.

How do I face the inevitable.

5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

ben..you know i love you to death..but you have got to stop being such a pussy bitch...if youre referring to dane levesque consider yourself gratfeul and if you are referrnig to any other naperville outlaw consider yourself blessed...youre too good for the naperville folk you big accountant;) i love you and stop selling yourself short:)

12:13 AM  
Blogger Toastmaster said...

She's got a point, Benny-Poo. She used to do the same thing to me. If I started whining about something she would grab me by the collar, lift me off my feet and yell right in my face "Stop being a pussy bitch!" Then she would spit on me and call me a fag.

12:30 AM  
Blogger Szechwan said...

As for the post I made...

The last comment wasn't about deep seeded depression. I had a conversation with Dirty that pretty much ended our friendship, because I brought up all the points that made me beleive we should no longer be friends.

The only affect of this is the realization that a friendship shouldn't have to be pushed to that point. When most people stop being friends it ends with a slow process of no longer maintaining conversations based on distance or some other reason. It hard to tell someone you can't be friends with them anymore.

9:01 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

marc, that could be the funniest thing youve ever said, and paul, that last comment was definitely the funniest thing you ever said. am i bringing out the best in you all? marc and paul are cracking me up, bens other side is coming out, and i got a nod in billys blog, maybe i should visit this blog a little more, keep it up gentleman!:)

11:18 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Tc, although we sometimes call you Spanky, this is not the Little Rascals He-Man Woman Haters Club.

If you want to ban women though, run against Dr. Cliffton Schiffman for blog president. Until then the blog is anti-discrimination and commenting is open to all.

5:37 PM  

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